So much bad things at once, and all things went great.
I had a good time with school, I meet a girl fell inlove with her, and started selling drugs.
I made money, got education, and had a girl that I liked.
After planning everything yesterday and today it all collapsed.
I failed math and hebrew, so I quit hebrew lessons.
I asked the girl out, she said sorry, I have a boyfriend hugged me and walked away.
And my mother found the drugs in my bag, and had a huge fight, and once again have suicidal thoughts.
Death is Certain.